where?
even there are people who understand, they are not always at my side.
but those always around me..
wat are they doing?!
- they shut me up when im trying to voice out
- pointing finger at each other and point it back to me
- make me like an idoit
- make me like a stupid lady
- do not always stand on my shoes
- think im stupid, idiot, and ignore my words
- they taught i do not understand the whole thing, but instead, they are the one who doesnt understand.
even Boys like Girls say, MAYBE 2 is better than one..
they said.. MAYBE ! MAYBE only!
all this while..
im the only one who cry because of all these problems,
im the only one who got hurt at the end,
im the only one who got blamed at last.
they felt nothing bside angry, fustrated, hate.
I felt like...
im the bad people.
im the trouble-maker.
im the one who is not understanding.
im not sensitive enough.
IM STUPID! IM AN IDIOT!
Ju Yee said: this is just the low part, it will get better.. no sad, mana ada happy.
Huo Syan said: Problems are created to solved, not to be ignored.
